for tomorrow

Here I've spent hundreds of days
this place, a home for the time
holds memories for life and inspiration
always caught up in the current situation
I, this man I've become
still fearing failure
effort misplaced often
yet forward is my goal
I have dreams, like anyone else
my goals scream success
my actions just a little less
My hope here is something better
inspiration from myself
not someone else
yet their push is still a hope
will I hear your desire
and match my own
hope more for growth
in which I can become
this man
who I am
and yours
equal inspiration
the ultimate end

Simply Being, A Dragons Friend

No day but today
or rather tonight
and tomorrow
all I can do is look forward
yet still keep sure feet
staid I must remain
be here and there
one in body and mind
other with heart and soul
wont be long until we become whole
it seems too natural almost
it always has
not an easy feeling to let go
it would seem a decade has proven
it's not so complicated
loving you
I will find truth in you
hard it may seem
and so it may be
I have few fears
none strong enough to shake my path
and I will cast my light in front of each step
lit aglow to ease the trials
and over the walls I will scale
to reach the highest tower
where my princess stays
and together we befriend a misunderstood dragon
keep with the persistence
and when the dust clears
from crumbling walls in the dusty halls
you will see us, and we will dance.
Simply be mine.

ellipses

missing too much or just enough
these times alone are far to rough
I've lived well and laughed hard
to help me through this time apart
I need inspiration in times down low
still 50 days until I can go
...
a brief pause
with no loss
smiles on screens
are sweet and serene
with digital kisses and winks
not enough, but will suffice
for now
it is into a further future I must gaze
this life just got twist turned upside down
all for better days
ones with more grins and less frowns
...
repetitive, repeating, redundant
over and over the same thoughts flow
which doesn't offer much space for this feeling to grow
found a place of comfort for now which will do
until I am home, a place which has you
rhyming or not, no stanza stays true
one time or two, four times or more
I hold no sequence, just frequent mistakes
in typing are few, but prose offers many
...
let the good times roll

Your Name Goes Here

And dreamers we shall be,
for that is what dreamers do,
they dream up a new reality,
bring into existence,
what was not there before.
I have dreamt of you,
and you of me,
now is our chance,
to bring this into to the world,
for all to see,
to bear witness,
a great love.
Place whatever you wish in our way,
we will prevail;
in my dreams we triumph,
no wall to stop us,
no peen to break us.
We were made to be,
and now for all to see,
we will be,
and we will succeed.

The path left behind

What to write

I desire more words

so I begin in traditional fashion

no destination

but a road to walk down

this road has overgrown

hasn't been walked down in ages

grass has overtaken the footpath

once trod down to bare earth

I knew this land well

It was my home

parts of me built this

some were left here

relics of a younger time

revisiting the path

a thought occurred

this trail has its home

a place long foregone

left to become rich with growth

untouched by feet

So I began my journey treading light

until it came clear

I needed to leave this place

A home it is, to memories of old

I cherish this place, have kept it whole

hidden away in a box under beds

This path I have found

now walking with you

is fresh, untouched, a breath anew

new places to be found

this land

our adventure

pleasure seeking an endless season

of love

So together we will sow

the trees and plants, with hopes for more

fruits that bear nectar, and food for the soul

this new path is ours, yet mirrors one before

but only in the shadows from times ago

I look with your hand in mine

to the light of this land

and smile

Letting you in

When you came around,
Oh so many years ago.
I was knocked to the ground
Quickly brought back to my feet
By your love
It is like no other
More wonderful than the sunrise
It helps me wake up every morning with a smile
Even four thousand kilometres can't stop my grin
I promise that I will let you in to my mind
I will be open for you and only you
My only true love
I can never let you go
Never stop asking for your kisses
Forever hold you in my arms
...
"I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart"
though I found out you never let go of it
I swam with joy when you decided to let me back inside
That you wanted me strongly enough to wait for me
Half way across a country wasn't far enough
Even though it is way too fucking far
At this distance it would be easy to let go
but that is without imagining life without you
I've had enough of that to last me a lifetime
I've never truly loved still you
I never truly loved since you
I will tear down my walls for you

Time After Time

This time it's for real
False statement, it was always so
How to proceed?
Slowly? Let's take it easy?
Look back at that moment
You are a package deal
This day will live on
I need to think, be rational
These are not the matters which require much thought
The heart has led me astray, I will trust
Let's move slowly.
Okay.
But you're mine right? And I am yours.
Okay.
What do we call this.
The same thing as last time.
I am yours and you are mine
More lyrics make appropriate relations
This situation is not so unique
It would seem
From an outside point of view
And after the fact, what has been said and done
I said go slow, then asked for your hand
You said okay, both times.
I think only of you
This song plays over and over
Time after time
I will catch you, I'll be waiting, so trust in me
Your partner is what I am
Here for you in everything
As a voice and an ear
A lover and a friend
Until the very end.