So that is how I start
Remember how to use the language
'Expletive deleted' it has been a while
....
new ways of using old ways
forget what's to be done
its done, in my mind at least
so close to completion I can taste the freedom
but as persistent as I can imagine
holding back some key element
no surprise
procrastination takes new forms every day
life a shape-shifting deamon from the depths of Hades or Hell
Wherever you think being would not be so swell
oh well
flailing thoughts about how to do
old forgotten friend sitting on my makeshift desk
two crimson bulls colliding inside my mind
...energy metaphor?
piece to pieces
I'm trying to play music
it's failing
only bounty commercials from Vevo to sooth my ears
...
excuse this hastily written article
by me
there is a little green man with three eyes and one antenna
he stares at me while I write, with a look that says 'oh no'
hands raised attempting to halt
a green army man is closer at hand
holding up the direction pad
for who knows what
'stop providing a way', he may say
tangent
...still no music
wth
there we go, Crystal Castles offering a courtship date
this seems to work
How oft I have thought of placing words back into digital cyberspace
so many lines, tracks of thought, well placed words meshing together
or so I seem to think
no one else can ever know
entertain this now, I think I will begin spoken words
not just yet
but future sense will be made by creating words not meant for the page
inspired in a way and then encouraged unknowingly to go further
my other is so convincing unwillingly
then - - - Vanished
in the dark we come out and play.
I made a paddle, it sits in the corner begging to play
still needs sanding, still needs oils, still needs love
such a needy paddle
of cherry and hawthorn...less the latter
gorgeous
paddle strokes to be made, longingly awaiting warmer waters
I must write what is more important
right now that is not this
it is there I must return,
this is the first, I must promise myself return
I am hungry for art, or whatever this is
...
Thanks
