Saturday, June 5, 2010

what do you think

So I've got a little problem
sitting sick in bed
wishing it was yours
or mine with you would be fine
I never new that I never had a clue there
are you capable
am I
I lost all your world a long time ago
and when she said
what are we, because its not that
I am so glad you phoned me
it was just what I needed
but then she said sorry
I did not believe her
and the pinch then woke me
no phone near
are you capable
can we all get this high
can this burn all night
can I
....
first to a song
second from anon
yet another
coincidence
its about a girl
paused though, unwanted for the moment
this piece needs some semblance that has no influence
music creates new pathways for thoughts to travel
this I feel needs a more acapella feel
so sounds but those which travel freely
Ive come to my own understanding that it is myself I still understand the least
Ive spent hours training to know many things
become slow to be smooth because smooth is so fast
I can save and prevent, foresee and assess
yet all of this pertains to a less personal means
I have paths wished to follow
and barriers Ive created
loves I founded, and sadly left behind
I wish to be more free
of debt, and of woe
so to this I make plans of where I shall go
two years have passed since I left my first home
the places Ive been have shaped my outlook
the people Ive met have shaped how Ive grown
...looking for lost words has shown my digression
I hold back with my heart
that is all really
I wish to be free from my own sense of fear
to love freely and embrace each pain
these help shape and prove that were human
indeed everyone must know this
for us who romanticize
are destined to hide love behind lies
I will curtail my passions
to watch just one more movie
and know that you will still sit by my side
I can share my arms with you
and will continue to do so
you claim to have bears...
I claim to fight them.

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