Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Letting you in

When you came around,
Oh so many years ago.
I was knocked to the ground
Quickly brought back to my feet
By your love
It is like no other
More wonderful than the sunrise
It helps me wake up every morning with a smile
Even four thousand kilometres can't stop my grin
I promise that I will let you in to my mind
I will be open for you and only you
My only true love
I can never let you go
Never stop asking for your kisses
Forever hold you in my arms
...
"I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart"
though I found out you never let go of it
I swam with joy when you decided to let me back inside
That you wanted me strongly enough to wait for me
Half way across a country wasn't far enough
Even though it is way too fucking far
At this distance it would be easy to let go
but that is without imagining life without you
I've had enough of that to last me a lifetime
I've never truly loved still you
I never truly loved since you
I will tear down my walls for you

Monday, January 28, 2013

Time After Time

This time it's for real
False statement, it was always so
How to proceed?
Slowly? Let's take it easy?
Look back at that moment
You are a package deal
This day will live on
I need to think, be rational
These are not the matters which require much thought
The heart has led me astray, I will trust
Let's move slowly.
Okay.
But you're mine right? And I am yours.
Okay.
What do we call this.
The same thing as last time.
I am yours and you are mine
More lyrics make appropriate relations
This situation is not so unique
It would seem
From an outside point of view
And after the fact, what has been said and done
I said go slow, then asked for your hand
You said okay, both times.
I think only of you
This song plays over and over
Time after time
I will catch you, I'll be waiting, so trust in me
Your partner is what I am
Here for you in everything
As a voice and an ear
A lover and a friend
Until the very end.

In Class?

Sitting in class with you in my mind
your leg is wet, that makes me sad
I should concentrate on this discussion
but it's not really intriguing
I miss your touch and our close feeling
I need to contribute, so this is cut short
I missed on yesterday. so I will write more later
Choose me a song and I will share my thoughts.

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Better Than I've Ever Been

Every day begins now
A song for inspiration will be the length prescribed
Better than I've ever been
no doubt in my mind
when I think of you
I think of time
a man made unit to measure distance
in space there is no clock
no end, no beginning
it just is
we just are
Not oft will I speak of these things
calling us meant to be
you have made me believe
in magic, in forever
I removed the phrase from my life
I will love you forever
after the first forever ended too soon
it turns out no lies were spoken
just an eight year breath to be had
so from now until death
I know we will not part
paraphrase a sacred tome
my heart will ne'er be alone
we will dance a lovers dance
call daily from across a country
give hope a new meaning
These words are placed without pen
in hope that you will read them
I have no premonitions, no expectations
just a desire to record what moves through my brain
not poetry, hardly
just a free flow of so called verses to remind me of your beauty
your hand in mind forever more
till tomorrow, and beyond


Friday, January 25, 2013

The truth. My truest.

It is in you that I have trust, In us that I have dreams, In me that I have hope
My dear Brigitte, how much can I miss thee.
The days I have with you, times to live in memory
Never forlorn, just insanely missed
My dearest lady, how often can I think of you.
I've never loved one like you, to quote, "I am home"
Wherever I am with you, wisdom I know is true
My truest love, no words or time will ever be enough.
In dreams I have your hand, when I awake I steal your voice
Songs sung for true love are my bedtime story and my waking glory.
I dream of home with you

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

More Heart

The day I will remember forever
you showed up in my town
across a country on wings
with little expected
life changing it became
you became mine, and I yours
dreams of holding close
these became my reality
inspired I now write
of a struggle to ensue
the longest distance from your touch
a life to build
unreal it seems
to think this way
though
now common in my brain
not just tomorrow
nevermore
a place to call home
for more than a heart
I love you
forever and more

Monday, January 14, 2013

10 years in the making

moving away from these places
deep seeded and dark
now missing for the moment
a hope for greater times
a path laid with clay
forever able to change
no stone paths
unmoving in their placement
a road destined for new direction
under my skin
I see this
in me, and in you
holding moments
placed in boxes forever
so it seems that was no lie
ever waiting for an encounter
has happened
to wait no longer
continue to sit at the wheel
drive the change
shape the future
in you I can see this now
like never before
in her I have hope
I find strength
to be better
to live with endless laughter
more than a lover
no silence feels strange
more than a friend
all thoughts are allowed
to live without you
simply would not do
I will bring you to the mountain tops
sing by your side
and say it aloud
for all to hear
all to see
I love thee truer than any
proven by a decade
dedicated to another
be mine and I am yours
no poetry, just honesty
till the end of days