Female companion where have you gone
Left in the dust with dirt on my knees
practical begging and pleading was wrong
it was all for a kiss that I strived to seize


Tell me your mine and hold me tight
call me every single night
tell me you miss me and stay on the phone
to tell me you've met him, the ex, back home


We are close friends, with a future not certain
maybe something from this will happen
but dont expect anything the same
all you've done is make the chase a game


I am not after your heart anymore
your heart is too cold, and I want some warmth

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Revisision is needed after certain realization
Review and rewrite, a point mistakenly made
I know not the position of any heart but my own
these words that are written, also my own
my own view, and interpreptation
often given without extra thought
take them with more than a single grain of salt.
these pages I write on are here for relief
a way to vent and release some grief
your heart is mine because my heart turned cold
I wrote yours without thinking that it was mine all the time
I took things harshly and wrote right away
I tried to push when I wanted you to stay
distance isnt easy, an evil in my mind
...
see again I write more than I meant to

For now I leave this for consideration
I truly miss you, but until then adieu