lifelong desire to learn why I yearn for such things unfathomable
how to create something stable, I am yet unable
trying to see what it is that continues to burn in my mind
A fire lit will not burn out, always lingering
hidden away in the back of a mind
are the embers of lost desire
a moment is what it takes
a spark to relight
I am always sitting at the first step
learning to refuse an overactive heart
force forward an under appreciated mind
...
I hear the voices of angels
a sound rushes in like sirens of yore
sitting on cliffs edge
calling the names of lost men
I stare with eyes wide shut
stuggling to see past my own thoughts
looking outward with inwards percpective
knowing that nothing is real
if real is true
truth is lost on a vixens tongue
sweet words pour forth and wanting ears
selective is the mind in determining what it wants to hear
teach a mind to stop and drop and roll
put out the fire before its out of control
let embers glow in the palm of your hand
give a light breath
brighter light offered
yours to grab
hold close
this fire doesnt burn in the sense of the term
a burning desire can burn you back badly
scars hidden beneath the skin
like tatoos with better stories
a lifetime
...
they say learning will never end
forget the conventional sense
to learn is to mistake
makes errors and change the ingredients
to prevent an unatural decent
loss is for better or worse
to learn which is right is the constant fight
...
I know you have a voice like an angel
singing with every breath
blinded by a halo
with perfect reasoning I write more nonsense
simple is a feeling of lust
not us though
lust set aside a different path was chosen
a similarity that was spoken
then broken
forever fixing in mind like a prison
intellectual torture
I hear a voice in my dreams
a smile accompanies
a face glows
the ember burns
give me a breath
I need to breathe