I wake up every morning thinking of you,
so when I see you in the morning
I try to not like you.
By noon I realise I've been an ass all morning
I want to apologize
but I dont.
I dont think you care.
Its hurts the most,
or perhaps confuses the most...
you told me you missed me
but never gave me a chance
ignored and then quit.
I know that the future is uncertain
time together is way to short
and distances soon to be apart are nothing short of expansive.
This to me does not mean that there is not point,
I like you, you liked me
the best we could have done was enjoy that time together
made sense
to me at least, maybe I need to learn to speak
maybe you need to be less of a "puss"
...
your word
not mine.
the only problem here
is that to truly enjoy our time together
for me
that means not just you
but us.