At long last the words came out
a posting of emotion
or lack there of
torn
worn out
time to take now
new things to learn
like how to not stare at simply a name
written on paper or pixels
and not dream of a face
or a place
I remember laying under stars
a hand in a hand
watching the beauty above
catching thrown hugs
and midnight kisses lasting way too long
these are past, beautiful relics of amazing days.
How could I have been so stupid
this will burn on forever
but embers I can keep
wrapped up and covered
hidden
out of view
...
forward seems a good direction
looking back has to end
for this is a fight I cannot win
...
words are slow
my mind I think blown
but this I have known,
could be the reality for far too long,
dismissed was the thought
I didnt like what it brought,
shame and hope cant walk together
ditch one and preserve the latter,
hope for tomorrow
hope for better days
for now to remember will prolong the sorrow
force the mind to cease the midnight plays
dont dreamers ever dream of love
but only that and no other
I see what I dream, not always up to me
brown eyed girl of my dreams
please reconsider me
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