Blue fire burning has me constantly yearning
Most desire laid down with particular wants
I seek you out, take you alive
yet not
I am more see through because of this
no mystery can be hidden in an open book
sleeves drenched with emotion
hiding hearts desires, avoiding contact
how can this be only me
how to ease the pain
stab the heart to prevent the want
hood over the eyes
blinded like the falconeers bird, awaiting her next flight
a scent will beat her wings, but still she waits
hooded hunter blinded from the world
until given opportunity, to prove her might
and so I shall become
blind
ignorant
I will use my senses over sight
hear and feel until the time is mine
my heart concealed against its will
surely this will take its toll
until my master, or this case mind
decides I am ready to seek again
fly fast and agile after my only desires
...
pain does not compare to the distinct feeling of despair
failing as a person, a human being, unable to take proper control
wild is my mind in my hearts tow
sadly I am learning
nows the time to let go.
I prefer to be blinded.